Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center

Catholic Cult & Brainwashing 

The Holy Spirit Center is at 5440 Moeller Avenue, Norwood, Ohio 45212 (513) 351-9800, fax (513) 351-9885 www.olhsc.org but is not Catholic and has no mandate from the Church to run this center. The priests involved have left the authority of the Church in order to follow the ramblings of a false seer named Rita Ring along with her counterparts.  Anne Araya was one of the victums of this cult and with the grace of God got away from them and tells her story in a new book she is about to put up on the internet. This is not that book but a group of emails sent to Unity Publishing descriping her experiences. These emails are not easy to follow, but Anne's story cannot be told in any other way than from her own words, because she is so gentle and honest. She was a victum but still wants to save others from the same destruction that happened her own life and almost her soul. I hope these emails will help her to publish her book which I have read and hope to promote when it is out.

Rick Salbato

I received the newsletter from Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center today. It is filled with so much garbage. I will send it to you and could you then send it on to E. Michael Jones so that he can get an idea of the hotbed we have in this area. I am sure that Padre R is Fr. Ken Roberts. [Ken Roberts was suspended as a priest for pedophile cases going back to his first days as a priest and is now hiding out at the Holy Spirit Center pretending to be someone else.] See the flyer insert of his tapes. He is highly promoted over there [The Holy Spirit Center] ......... billed as a hero who was persecuted by his Bishop. Before I totally left that place, I had the opportunity to hear Fr. Smith planting the word seeds to usher in Fr. Roberts as a hero. That center is pegged to be a center of satanic worship I am afraid.........an old seminary..........for the renewal of the priesthood. Some kind of renewal I would say! Mother X X  thinks that all of these apparitions around the world are the goddess Sophia..........I think so too. It is cleverly clothed in the language of the Church..........some kind of lie! The way has been paved to raise up an order of evil priests ................ they rant and they rave about the liberals when they are bringing in the devil on the light ............. although there is a lot of new age stuff in all of this ............... the bottom line is the black arts. Did you receive the book of Rita's with messages from the Clearwater center? What did you think? Hope all is well. Forgive my rambling. Anne

Thanks for your response. I bought WINDSWEPT HOUSE while in Colorado. I have read the first chapter which I had to force myself to do......for I think that I need this information. It really triggered me. There was so much in that first chapter that helped me to understand that the group that I was in was, indeed, satanic. I suspect that much of it was a possession sort of thing; but I wonder who were the infiltrators from satanic families. I am almost sure that John was one. I don't know if Rita was possessed or from a satanic family.......her brother is a priest; but would have nothing to do with Rita's stuff. I understand from my therapist that he functioned here as an exorcist at one time. One line that Fr. Malachi had in that book really popped out at me, it was: "All understood the need to remain undetected; for the rule says, "The guarantee of our tomorrow is today's persuasion that we do not exist." John told me: "Our motto is 'Out of sight, out of mind." I could go on and write a chapter on the red flags I got from that first chapter of Fr. Malachi's book; but I will leave it alone for now until I feel less triggered and more able to handle it.

This whole thing of Medjugorje and its offshoots is satanic I know now. I feel like David up against Goliath. My only comfort is that I know Who is hurling the stone. My letter to Fr. Carter reads: I condensed a longer version to this version which I mailed yesterday.......I sent carbon copies to Archbishop Pilarczyk, Bishop Moeddel of the Archdiocese of Cincinnati; Archbishop Buechlein, O.S.B. of the Archdiocese of Indianapolis; Bishop Muench of the Diocese of Covington, Kentucky; Bishop Lynch of the Diocese of St. Petersburg and to Fr. Baumann, Fr. Carter's Provincial.

Dear Fr. Carter,
I am writing this letter to you to make it very clear that I want no contact with your organization or any of it's members. I trust that you will inform those who have tried to contact me of my wishes. I was deprived of my income and benefits from my employment because of being led to believe that the messages allegedly from Jesus and Mary received by you, Ms. Ring and Mr. Weickert were God's Will for me. I was continuously coerced into being subservient to those who violated my freedoms while in this organization. This is the equivalent of mind control. I take the responsibility for being gullible enough to believe that the messages were from God. I now take the responsibility to take back my God given freedoms.
In my estimation, your organization is most harmful.
Sincerely,
X X
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Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center has a web site.............the address is http://olhsc.org I believe. If this does not work, do a search for Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. I believe this is the correct address though. The latest newsletter is on their web site in its entirety. The only thing missing is the inserts. There was one insert with Fr. Ken Robert's tapes for purchase an envelope for donations and a list of their tapes and videos. I believe it is Fr. Roberts who is billed as Padre R in the newsletter. These people are masters of deceit. When I left shepherds, I did not realize that the journey to freedom from the demonic would lead me to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center where I returned in hopes of being heard about my experience in Shepherds of Christ Ministries.......I was not ..........then the search took me all the way to Medjugorje, much to my surprise. God is Good and merciful and forgives his unfaithful people if they will only turn to Him.
X X

I am sending the web site address for shepherds of christ ministries as well. I refuse to capitalize christ.......for their god is not Jesus ........... http://www.sofc.org

X X

Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center is nothing but a Medjugorje Center. Does Father Smith have his bishop's approval for what he is doing, or has he left his bishop?
Rick Salbato

Dear Rick,

Fr. Smith was originally at St. Joseph's Church in Cold Springs, Kentucky when all of this began occurring. The Bishop there at the time, Bishop Hughes, was not pleased with it at all. He said that nothing had happened there. An animosity was set up between Fr. Smith and the Bishop. Since Bishop Hughes was rather liberal, it was said that he was a "bad Bishop"; therefore, did not need to be listened to. You know the old story, you don't need to listen to the Bishops who are classified as bad because this is what the "Blessed Mother" has said in Medjugorje and in so many other apparition sites........the new gospel ......... the new church being set up and posing as Roman Catholic..........more Catholic than the Pope. There were many on the parish council at St. Joseph's who did not like what was occurring and spoke out to Fr. Smith about it; so he got mad and took an early retirement and moved into Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center (I truly hate to use Our Lady's Name with this place now that my blindness has been lifted). He told the parish council, in effect, that if Our Lady of Light were not welcome there then he would have to leave.........packed his bags and moved. Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center is an abandoned seminary that the Archdiocese of Cincinnati was unable to sell and had set abandoned for 12 years...........in much need of repair. It had been purchased at a cheap price by a priest........his name escapes me at the moment and Pat Mechley.....a man from a rather wealthy family who had quit his job and started St. Joseph's Carpenter Shop ............. to help inner City people learn job skills in carpentry. I first met Pat years ago when I was doing some work with Catholic Worker House. I had to leave there for I began to realize that the man in charge was having homosexual liaisons with young men. He subsequently died of what was said to be lung cancer; but could easily have been AIDS. Pat was a very good friend of this man. One of the people in the house ........ a gay young man ........ had told me that Pat was gay. Pat's family contributed lots of money to the Church in Cincinnati. His mother was held up as a bulwark of Catholicity. At any rate, Fr. Smith was invited into the old seminary ...... and the whole Our Lady of Light thing followed. I came to a new understanding of this light phenomenon yesterday. I wrote to Mary Alice about it. I will forward that message to you. From there, it became a part of the big Medjugorje industry. Money came flowing in. The old seminary was repaired and became ornate...............they call this part of the "fruits". I guess they think that the material things reveal the fruits of Heaven.......I don't see that anywhere in the Gospel. Just an aside. My love prior to all this had been for the poor...........I was encouraged by Mother Teresa and St. Francis. I was born on the feast of St. Francis. Somehow, through enticing words and signs and wonders, I began following the demon of the world in disguise.........along with the rich and the famous of the Medjugorje circuit. I don't know exactly how Archbishop Pilarczyk feels about Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center; but I have heard him say that it is not a function of the Archdiocese of Cincinnati but that many good people are involved there and much prayer comes from there. I finally was able to write to him about my situation ......... it took a lot of working through my programming not to tell to do so...........he referred my letter to Bishop Moeddel who contacted me. Bishop Moeddel is in charge of the priests of the Archdiocese. He has forwarded all of my correspondence to him to Fr. Baumann, Fr. Carter's Jesuit superior. I have never heard a word from Fr. Baumann. Bishop Moeddel has taken some action that I am aware of him. I wrote to point out to him that I had done a search for shepherds on the internet and that under the prayer manual all that was seen was imprimatur by Bishop Moeddel and imprimi potest by Fr. Schaeffer,s.j. which made it look like Bishop Moeddel supported the ministry. He wrote back thanking me as he was not aware of that and told me that, if not deceitful, it was in the very least misleading. His name was removed from being seen under the prayer manual search. I understand that his imprimatur on some of their prayers was obtained by deceit through some office workers and by not revealing that they were private revelation. I have spoken to him on occasion of my concerns about the group and the mind control..........he listens and I sense a true concern. He always returns my calls and I have broken through the formal barrier so that I can speak with him quite easily. I tend to think that he has a good heart and wants to do the right thing for the Church. I hope I am right. I think he is a workable Bishop; but who knows what kind of politics he is up against. Archbishop Pilarczyk has been up against a lot for his attempts to move the Tabernacles. The conservative element have been bombarding him with insults and undermining his role of Archbishop. He has been designated another "bad Archbishop". I don't agree with moving Tabernacles; but neither do I agree with disrespecting the official authority of the Church as set up by Jesus. Bishop Hughes, the former Bishop of Covington, said that no priest could go to the Falmouth, Kentucky farm and that apparition is under investigation in this Diocese. Of course, Fr. Smith bad mouthed the Bishop for doing that; but has been obedient to not going there as far as I know.......at least, ostensibly......though he does go on frequent pilgrimages to Medjugorje. At the moment, the Diocese of Covington has taken more overt action. Thanks
for being there. X

Rick
The latest newsletter is on their web site in its entirety. The only thing missing is the inserts. There was one insert with Fr. Ken Robert's tapes for purchase an envelope for donations and a list of their tapes and videos. I believe it is Fr. Roberts who is billed as Padre R in the newsletter. These people are masters of deceit. When I left shepherds, I did not realize that the journey to freedom from the demonic would lead me to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center where I returned in hopes of being heard about my experience in Shepherds of Christ Ministries ....... I was not ..........then the search took me all the way to Medjugorje, much to my surprise. God is Good and merciful and forgives his unfaithful people if they will only turn to Him.

X X

I sent this to my therapist.

X , I have just discovered that this whole apparition business around here is luciferian.......giving homage to satan as his former self who was the angel of light. The worship is orchestrated by satan so that he can have the power to be installed as god and worshipped. Not just here; but Medjugorje and at all of the false apparition sites........false, meaning that the apparitions are not God but are demons masquerading. The emphasis is on light in so many places.........the midnight hour when the black mass is celebrated in order to give the power to the serpent who used to be lucifer.....so that he can clothe himself in the light for a time. The emphasis on purity and elitism and power and secret keeping...........the twisting and distorting of Scripture and of all things holy. The right to pass judgement on others given to the leaders.........the midnight hour for the lights appearing...........the sensations and the signs and wonders coming from the devil and passed off as God's miracles. our lady of light.............light shows at midnight and taking the power of the mass celebrated at that hour........taking the purity of the Unblemished Lamb of God .......taking the sacrifice of Jesus to have as their own........but it will all backfire upon them..........for it is written. Just another story of satan stooping to great lengths to usurp the worship rightfully belonging to God for himself.
X X

I feel like so many of the pieces of the puzzle are coming together. I know what you are talking about now. It seemed like, once I was out of that shepherds cult that I kept stepping into a lot of other cults; but could recognize them for what they were more easily each time..........Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center .......... Presentation Ministries ............. Lighthouse Community taken over by the Louisa Picaretta stuff. Today, with the understanding of the luciferian connection, so many of the pieces of the puzzle are coming together. What do you know of luciferians? I am almost certain that that is what the whole thing is ........... satan appearing as an angel of light in various disguises to be worshipped as God ........ to steal the worship that should go to God for himself. X X

Have you obtained above book yet? The cover is a picture of Our Lady of Guadalupe. Interposed on this is a small image of the image on the bank building in Clearwater, Florida. I wrote something a couple of weeks ago about the fact that there are 2 churches walking side by side........one is the lie and one is the Bride. I think this is an illustration. How outrageous to have a true image of Our Lady of Guadalupe placed on the cover of a book filled with satan's lies. The battle was declared by this organization when they printed this. How offensive to Heaven! I think that this is an illustration of the serpent striking at the heel of the woman.............but she will crush his head. The crushing has already started. Do you ever want to hide your head in the sand and pretend that you don't know any of this? Keep the faith in the struggle. I e-mailed a copy of my e-mail to you about Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center to Rick Sabato. I will try to have a friend obtain copies of their newsletter which I am sending to you.........so, no need for you to forward yours to E. Michael Jones. X X

Dear Rick, I found the note I sent to Mary Alice........am forwarding it to you. X

Mary Alice, I am seeing a luciferian connection. I am learning lots from that deprogramming group I belong to.............most are victims of sra........they know lots about all of this stuff. One man just wrote to explain the difference between luciferian and satanic. I see strong evidence of luciferian. I see it in much of the Marian Movement infiltration stuff. I cannot remember the woman's name; but she is disabled because she says she has the internal crown of thorns and she is blind. She says she communicates with the angels ........ she wrote a book about that. She travels the circuit of the Marian Conferences. She said that her angel told her to call satan, lucifer, for he hates that .......... that it reminds him of his former glory. I think it gives him homage now that I am coming back to my senses. Rita used the Scripture quotes about light a lot. I saw satan appear on her as an angel of light; but did not realize that until I was out and suddenly understood >what I thought was holy was really satan appearing as an angel of light. There are so many things. Then there is the Batavia visionary who started all of this stuff in this area through her visions of a woman who called herself our lady of light. The lights of our lady of light appear at MIDNIGHT on August 31st. Everyone talks about the display of lights from Heaven. They are not from Heaven; but are luciferian ................ from the old snake himself. Throngs of Catholics go to give homage to the fallen angel and honor him by his former name without even knowing that that is what they are doing. What do you think? Do you see anything faulty with my thinking?

X X

Dear Melody, I began to see some problems in the group and was able to talk to the young woman I was living with; but I think she was an informant. I had a dear friend whom I talked to throughout the day and had mentioned a few things to her about the problems that I was seeing; but she was taken away from me through a message from "Jesus" that said I had to sever my relationship with Ellen. Then messages were becoming more and more about the secret keeping for all of the group. It was said that we would be offending God if we talked to anyone outside of the group.......then it was anyone other than the 3 leaders ........... you soon learned that if you complained to the leaders about anything that a message would come from "Jesus" telling you that you were not pleasing to him and that you would have to be punished. I was given private messages of condemnation and told that I could not talk to anyone other than the 3...........but then I was discouraged from talking to Fr. Carter. I had learned that I could not trust him; because anything I said to him went straight to Rita. Then I was thrown out by an angry message from "Jesus" for 6 weeks and had to tow the line and only talk to the president of this organization on a daily basis. His name is John. I had to talk to him and follow all of his orders to a "T" or, I was told, that I would go to hell. I was not to talk to anyone else other than he. I don't know what the group was told. During that time, I was accused of being responsible for the collapse of the Morrow Center because I had questioned some of Rita's messages ............. the leaders said that that was like questioning God and that I deserved punishment for this grave sin .... Fr. Carter went to the center to tell the group that Rita had the right to fire anyone whom she so chose .... this lent authenticity to Rita's actions.......the priest approved of what she had done.....the group had to meet in the barn until the house was purified from what I had done to make it impure...........this was in February and March.......the barn was not heated and the rosaries lasted for 3-4 hours. Rita could not tolerate kerosine heaters so they had to sit in the barn for long periods of time in the bitter cold. This was all orchestrated to be blamed on me. The group was commanded through messages to enter and leave the rosary sessions in silence. They could not talk to one another. This kept them from discussing the peculiarity of all of this and reinforced that I was evil which was the main purpose for all of this mystical manipulation  of the environment. It also served as a warning to the rest. After six weeks of towing the line, I was accepted back into that coven ......... still thinking that this was God's Will for me......though I really didn't want to go back .............but didn't dare hope that I could leave for I still thought that this was God's Will for me and that I would be disobeying Him and an ungrateful daughter if I did not go back. I was made the mother of the new religious order and sent to Clearwater, Florida immediately to get me away from my daughter and any friends. I was put under heavy surveillance in Clearwater. It is a miracle that I ever escaped considering the state of my mind and the heavy surveillance of the group.

Thanks for your interest. It helps when I write of my experience. It seems that the I can see the picture more clearly.

X

Hi,
It is amazing to see how these little cults develop. I am sure that the Rita's are not the same (at least their bodies .. their souls might be shared on some level iiiikkkkk ) I'm glad that you were able to see the group for what it was and get out!!!! You should be sooo proud of yourself. I wonder what made you different from the rest of the people who are still invlolved. Did you ever talk about the things that were taking place with other memebers? I'm amazed at how brainwashing works.. Thanks for writing.. I'm off to work now..:-XXX

Dear Rick,

I am writing because I have discovered through my writing and research to break free from the mind control of Shepherds of Christ and the our lady of light stuff that there is much satanic symbolism involved in this cult. They are targeting the priests and those who are starting prayer chapters to pray for priests. Their goal is to reach every priest in the world with Fr. Carter's priestly newsletter. When I left in June of1998, they were in 90 countries.......were being translated into spanish and planned to be translated into every language. The newsletter was going to every English speaking priest in the world and most of the spanish speaking priests. Fr. Carter was sending letters with copies of his newsletter to all of the Bishops in the world. My concern is that the goal is to brain wash the priests. Rita told me that she had to spend inordinate amounts of time with Fr. Carter on a daily basis so that they could bond together into one heart so that Fr. Carter would have the feminine aspect to write the priestly newsletter. A bunch of feminist hogwash! At any rate, the last newsletter I saw I could have told you the part ghost written by Rita. Many priests like the newsletter. They cannot see the mind control involved. It is a gradual process.......just like it was with me. It is insidious and devious. The part that Rita wrote was about being together in one heart.........or some other pious sounding phrase which she based much of her stuff on. I now can see that this was about some sort of soul bonding. But the priests don't know what I know and they easily overlook it. It is close to the Truth; but is not the truth. I believe that those priests reading the newsletter are being brainwashed ........... and this is occurring all over the world. Just thought that you might like to know. I see a definite connection with Archbishop LeFebvre with all of this. The most pious sounding Catholics are those who are undermining the Church the most at this point. They are the most difficult to spot.

X X

X,

It is taking me longer than I thought to write about the rosary for you for I am finding how much the rosary was used as a tool by satan in that cult...........he entered into it through the messages he was channeling in through Rita...........he desecrated the holy rosary.....that was his objective......another instance of the serpent striking at the heel of the woman. The focus was taken off of meditating on the mysteries of the   rosary ........ the life of Jesus ....... and placed on satan and his messages. Once again, the imitator was being true to himself to take the homage due to Mary and the worship due to Jesus for himself. John would pass gas frequently during the rosaries........a symbolic way of throwing dung on Mary. The lie needs to be cleansed in order to return to the authentic rosary. Thank you for your patience.  X X

Dear Rick,

The woman who said that she was in union with Jesus and the only authentic messenger with the Words of Jesus for these end times shoved one of her messages towards me once with this on it: "If you would lead, then you must lead in love." It was, indeed, strange. She was all bent over and angry .......she looked up at me briefly with an angry look on her face and shoved this message at me. It did not make sense. She, who was obviously very angry, almost hissing at me....... was shoving a message at me saying that, if one leads, one must lead in love. It did not compute.

Jesus always led in Love while He was upon this earth. He always spoke the Truth in Love. He was the epitome of tactfulness and kindness in His interactions with all. He knew how to Love………for He was Love. He did not come to wield a big stick of power and condemnation. He came to free the captives from the power of the false god……….the one who comes to judge and condemn the little children of the Father………..the one who is jealous of the Father’s Love for His children. Jesus was Love and thus spoke to all with the tenderness of this Love. He did not come to bruise the crushed reed; but to heal. Jesus did not found an abusive Church………that is the synagogue of satan ………..the one who wants to be mistaken for God and worshipped………the one who comes to usurp the Kingdom. The one who walks in pride and brings in fear.

Jesus does not speak rudely………..He does not needlessly inflict pain upon the broken and the bruised. Jesus did not come to judge the weakness of man; but to take the sins of the world upon Himself so that He could die in place of us and set us free from the captivity of evil.

Jesus denounced hypocrisy and iniquity. He did so with tears in His Voice. He wept over Jerusalem, the city of His Heart which had refused to welcome Him. He continues to weep over the Pharisees who have sold their souls to the devil and who deceive the little children by telling them that he is God. The false Jerusalem is in the Church…….set up by the devil as a parallel church……..it is the synagogue of satan……..these imposters look more Catholic than the Pope on the outside. They are very skillful at quoting the code of canon law. They are very skillful at twisting and distorting the Sacred Scriptures and the Fatima message. They have set themselves upon a balcony……..far above God in their own minds ………. they have come with a powerful delusion that makes you think that they are God. This is a shared delusion …… it is being shared all over the world ………. many have fallen prey to it as the Sacred Scripture has warned us ………. many have fallen prey because of the signs and wonders ………… the element of magic which they mistake for miracles from God. Sacred Scripture has warned us that there would be many coming in the last days saying that they had the Truth of the Messiah …………. Sacred Scripture has told us not to go to those places………that these imposters will work signs and wonders enough to fool the elect, if that is possible. I fell for it, too. I was deceived. There is a terrible compulsion that comes with this illusion……….much like any addiction. Only this time, the magic is clothed in the language of the Church…………more deceiving than any other tool the devil has thought up. So very many have fallen all over the world because of the deceit of Medjugorje and all of its off shoots. I can no longer live in the denial of this. The fruits of Medjugorje have been evil. Garabandal too. The Vatican has tried to warn us…….the Holy Father has put out clearly the guidelines which we must follow. He has told us to abide in the Sacred Scripture so that we will not be brainwashed by the word seeds planted by the devil. He has told us that we must be cautious of those who are interpretting Sacred Scripture outside of the authority of the Church……….for they are twisting and distorting the Word of God. God will not abandon His Church…………..it is written that the gates of hell shall not prevail against her. I have seen the gates of hell………I have been there………thinking for so long that I was following Jesus when, all the while, I was following the imposter. The one who wants to be worshipped in the place of God………..the evil that has entered into the Church; but is not the Church…….it is the synagogue of satan which we have been told of in the Book of Revelation. It is a false church marching alongside the authentic Church………it is clothed in the holiest of trappings to make it look like it is the legitimate church. In the end, the evil one would like to destroy the Church as he reveals himself more and more making others think that this is the Roman Catholic Church. The false prophets and their followers are anathema………it is written. The only Truth is Jesus ………. all else is false…….the lie is raising his ugly head to try to make others think that he is God. It is all a grand delusion set up by the liar to try to usurp the worship due to God for himself. There is no other Name in Heaven by which we can enter the Kingdom of Heaven other than the Name of Jesus…….the One Who loved us so much that he became man and died in our place so that we might live in Him eternally………safe from the evil that surrounds us on this earth. This is the year of the great Jubilee ……. The year in which Jesus is setting the captives free in a very special way. Jesus will not leave us to our own devices. He loves us. He purchased us as pearls of great price. We belong to Him.

Every soul is precious in the Eyes of Jesus. He comes to save and not to destroy. He comes to bring hope and not to lead to discouragement.

The cult did not preach Redemption; but the bad news of legalism……..that we must earn our own way to Heaven. Jesus came, not to change the Law; but to set us free from it’s oppression by dying for our sins in our stead and to fill us with the Holy Spirit so that we might be free indeed………….free to live and laugh and love and grow.

This message which this "messenger" shoved at me in that restaurant that night was just one more instance of projection. When she knew that she was wrong, she blamed her wrongs upon me. I was her scapegoat. She would not accept correction for herself so she blamed me for all of her evil. She projected. She is a very sick woman. She needs to be stopped and she needs some help. Those who have followed her to this point are sick with her sickness as well. They need help, too. They have become her clones. They have followed her in her sickness. None of them have faith.………for they have to say words every hour in just a certain way in order to protect themselves from s…….. They have become superstitious. Their prayers are not prayers, they are superstitious practices to ward off evil. She talked a lot about the heart; but she knew nothing of it. She spent too much time in her superstitious practices and listening to the voices in her head………claiming that her voices were the Voice of Jesus. I do not deny that there was some power involved; but the power was not the power of God…….it came from embracing evil.

It made absolutely no sense. Here was someone who had claimed to be the only messenger of God for these end times all bent over and hissing in anger at me telling me to stop analyzing her and then shoving a message at me that said "If you will lead, then you must lead in love." It was like so many other occurrences with that group. They said one thing while doing another.

It is the priest's responsibility as shepherds of the flock to warn people a bout the dangers of private revelation; but they did not. There are those who have told me since I have been out of that evil cult that they knew all along that this messenger was channeling during the recitation of the rosary. If so many knew that evil was occurring, why was not one word spoken from the pulpit warning those who were walking into the lion’s den? Why were guidelines for discernment not preached? Did they rise to the threats in the messages and to those who had the money to sponsor all of this? There is definite satanic involvement in all of this………and there I was thinking that I was following Jesus………..a sure thing this time.

Many members of the group had been to Conyers frequently and to many of the Ohio "visionary" places……..to Medjugorje and Garabandal. The members of the group knew very little of Sacred Scripture or having a true relationship with God………they knew a lot about ritual and canon law and visionaries and the like. They did not know God or how to praise Him. They only knew about the latest message from a false prophet.

I wonder how many of the lot were from satanic families?

It was not a group that was growing in virtue. It was a group that was growing in pride and ritual fronts. It was a group being brainwashed by a demon or two………..just like all of the other offshoots from Medjugorje.

Why I know all of this and have been given this responsibility I do not know ……….. other than He tells us that He takes what is weak and makes it strong. I am journeying forward in His Strength…….there is no other way to travel. I have been humbled and hope to stay that way…….knowing who I am and Who God is. God is Todopoderoso while revealing Himself to me as gentle as a small white feather falling at the consecration of the Holy Mass. …the Holy Spirit descending upon the bread and wine so that the sacred species might become the Body and Blood of Jesus……..coming to His children in the form of Bread and Wine………..this is what the devil has been trying to destroy.……the Body of Christ truly present in the Bread and Wine of the altar……….truly the Sacred Body of Jesus present with us. Since he cannot destroy the work of God; he wants to make it look like God is evil………..he is strutting before the Holy Eucharist to insult God. He has recruited many across the world to read his words of blasphemy before the Holy Eucharist. As Michael Brown has said, he is meaner than a barnyard snake. Michael Brown got lots wrong; but he got that part right. May he come to understand the truth of his own deception.

Rick, interesting.

I wish I were surprised; but I am not. There is something I have been forced to take a good look at. There has been a terrible spirit of pride that I have run into in every charismatic group that I have incountered ......... and so, always to my disappointment, have not been able to really become a part of any group ....... though I wanted to. There is also something of a humanist thing...........I am remembering how the exposed Eucharist was present at a healing service I went to after I was out of my cult..........the Healer Himself was present there.........but the group was making so much noise and people were scrambling to other people to be healed...........I sat with Jesus so neglected there........it was so sad........all of these people standing in line to get to be with the one selected as the one who had the biggest gift of healing.....a human person ......... when the Healer was in our midst...............and no one noticed. I remember the brother who had arranged for some strange Chiropracter who claimed to have the gift of healing to come to pray over the group ....... standing and staring at me and my daughter kneeling there before Jesus. I found that strange. I don't think he got the message. He was too involved in finding the latest "hot shot" of the charismatic circuit to come to their community to speak and to practice witchcraft and call it grace. Then they got involved with Louisa Piccaretta's Divine Will and it was all downhill from there. They were bound and determined to find another
way..........some way other than the Gospel and the authentic Church. They had to have a gimic ............... and manifestations of their pride. Forgive me for rambling. Thanks for all you're doing.  X


Dear Rick,

Just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate your unwavering speaking out of the Truth. It is like a two-edged sword. I have been involved in Charismatic groups to a degree; but somehow could never bring myself to be whole hog about them and noticed control and elitism. After I left the visionary cult in which I was thoroughly raked over the coals, I attended a charismatic group a couple of times; but my huge red flag was that they had incorporated the Divine Will and I just couldn't by that. I thank God for keeping me out of more mischief and leading me continually out of bondage to the false god. Your writings have been a blessing and have almost knocked me off my feet with their clear unadulterated Truth. May you be blessed by God Who is Truth. I am wondering if you have such a thing as distributors who could take your newsletter to give to priests who would be open to placing them in their parishes. There is such a need to get this truth out. The lie has permeated our Church to a terrible degree. I have been the victim of much of it. It is the Truth that sets us free to be truly Catholic.........truly Christian.  X X

Dear Mike and Rick,

Thought it might be good if both of you knew one of the Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center is nothing but a Medjugorje Center.  X

Heresies which Rita said quite frequently as she channeled in the devil during her rosaries: "The graces flowing from the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass are in direct proportion to the holiness of the priest." After I was
out, it struck me that this was heresy since it is Jesus offering Himself to the Father at the Consecration of the Mass............therefore, the Priest is Jesus and All Holy.

I am able to understand the progression of some of the mind control techniques now. I hope I havn't sent this to you before; but I think that this is important.......about the mind control used to place those who are in these cults above the official Church authority. Rita started out calling those in her group associates"....... she emphasized this saying that we were the ones praying for the priests and that the priests were shepherds. She used the term assoiciates for quite some time. She then began to call us shepherds..........her channeled in spirit who called himself "Jesus" called us shepherds. She used the term shepherds for quite
some time. She then proceeded to call us apostles...........that is, her channeled in spirit called us apostles. She then began saying that she thought we were the 24 elders in the Book of Revelation. She also began saying that she, John and Fr. Carter were like the Holy Trinity. I now hear that the apostles have been elevated to being called saints. The progression of the lie continues to climb even lower to the flames of hell. She was saying quite frequently before I left "Stay on the balcony, don't look at the dirt down below."

The progression went from laity (associates) to priest (shepherds) to Bishop (apostles) to gods (saints). This is the plan of satan to divide the Church .........to elevated the laity to the status of god..........."you will be like God". She even had a message that said that satan is like a worm in an apple. I have noticed how he likes to identify himself. It seems so obvious to me now; but when you are under the spell, it is not at all obvious. You are living in the illusion........another reality.

Her children's rosary book which went out last year to all on the mailing list and targeting children has a picture of a red rose on a black background on the back cover. I understand this to be satanic..........people who leave satanic groups are frequently sent a red rose wrapped in black paper as a trigger to suicide. The front cover of the book has a painting of supposedly Mary holding the child Jesus. Mary looks masculine and Jesus looks like a Charlie McArthy puppet. Rita had made herself Jesus and was in full control of Fr. Carter, the puppet. Fr. Carter targets all the priests of the world through his newsletter which Rita ghost writes much of. Rita began discouraging me from talking to Fr. Carter. She said that she had to meet with him daily so that they could bond together into one heart so that he would have the feminine aspect to write the newsletter. Feminism! The goddess Sophia is trying to run the Church.......and she is doing this through a Jesuit theologian of tenure at Xavier University...........one of those few Jesuits who were considered conservative in this institution.

Another satanic symbol is on the second blue book.............a painting of the Sacred Heart embedded in flames. I came to understand that this was the purpose for much of her program .......to embed the Sacred Heart of Jesus in the flames of hell. The focus on Eucharistic adoration is to read her false messages before the Eucharist. She had a very strange book called "Spouse of the Lamb" before I left. We were supposed to read these messages after Communion. Even when Jesus was still inside of us, we were hurling false messages at Him.

The plan of this group is laid out in code language in the Apostles Manual which went all around the world. The target is the priests, parishes, schools and family..........under the guise of renewing the Church and leading the world to a more intimate relationship with Jesus. The false angel of light will stop at nothing to destroy the Church. The promise is, though, that the gates of hell shall not prevail against her. I have lived at the gates of hell and God delivered me even when I didn't know yet that I needed deliverance. Such is the mercy of God......such is His Love........such is His faithfulness to His unfaithful bride.

May the Living Words of Sacred Scripture dwell in us to counteract the lie being hurled at us from all sides.
X X

Dear Mike,

Thank you for telling me about the donatist heresy and how that functions in a cult. This is the kind of information needed to heal after one has been so spiritually deceived. I remember speaking with Fr. Roux once after I was out of shepherds and he kept reinforcing that I was deeply wounded by shepherds. I knew that I was; but there was something that was almost like a negative reinforcement about that. At the time, I thought that shepherds was set up to knock out the marian movement of priests...........which it was ........... Fr. Carter had announced and Rita kept reinforcing that the marian movement of priests would no longer be needed when shepherds was in place. I hung up from speaking with Fr. Roux and thought that I did not
like him reinforcing that I was spiritually wounded.........it was not encouraging me to heal. I wonder? I spoke with his secretary, Tammy, on one occasion when Fr. Roux was not there. Tammy told me that she was experiencing a lot of anxiety...........I believe she told me this because she knew of my psychiatric background. It made me recall how I felt when I was with shepherds..........I was in an almost constant state of agitation/anxiety........Fr. Carter said that this was probably the internal stigmata. I think that state goes away when you fully embrace the evil.........then there is a false peace for having embraced the evil.  Those are the ones that are truly lost unless God intervenes. I am now understanding that Tammy, Fr. Roux's secretary was most likely going through this because of the evil. Fr. Roux also reminded me that the darkness was now spreading. I didn't like that statement either. There was so much good in the conversations I had with Fr. Roux; but there was something else that seemed to be changing with the progression of time. It was as if the programming was to train us to look at the evil instead of the Hope of our salvation. I guess that it has something to do with living false revelation to the neglect of Scripture. The lie was taking over. So sad to see so many falling.

What a relief after all of this struggle to find the Truth to find Phil and you and Rick and Mary Alice with the Passionist nuns perpetually praying for us. I saw Mother Margaret Mary last Friday. She was delighted that we were all connecting.

What about the internet site? Any news?

Together in the Struggle for Truth,
X X

Dear Rick,

Thanks for the affirmation. It has been a battle all the way through; but a battle that is well worth the struggle. The struggle is for the Truth. The Truth is Jesus. You may use anything you want. I trust your judgement. I was living in the fear of the threats of the cult for so long; but now realize that the fear is exactly what they want me to live in in order to keep me silent. They have already slandered me. I have lost all material things.The worst thing that I could lose would be the opportunity to speak out to save even one child from being harmed. If I could do that, then my nightmare would not be for naught. I am not able to
work in psychiatry at the moment because of the triggers to the cult that that would produce. It seems that my major job is to write. It is the only way that I can get what I know within me out.......in an unadulterated fashion. The truth was hard to look at when I saw the evil that was there............I understand how so many prefer to hide their heads in the sand. But the hiding of heads in the sand is what has allowed the evil to grow. There will be, if it hasn't already happened, children being molested at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center...........children living in fear........children who will be tormented because of the abuse by those who were ordained to lead them to Jesus. This abuse is being condoned by all of those who hide their heads and go along with the program of the programmers. How outrageous!............this spiritual rape that is going on all over the world................and all while taking the Name of God in vain.......and that of His blessed mother. They are using God as a front. I don't think that He will allow this to go on much longer..........but then, I am not a prophet and do not claim to know the mind of God. I do know that He died for us to set us free from captivity to the lie and I do know that this is the year of the great Jubilee. I can only trust Him even when I cannot feel it. Thanks for listening to my rambling. Thanks for all you are doing so
courageously.

X

Dear Mike and Rick,

Thought it might be good if both of you knew one of the heresies which Rita said quite frequently as she channeled in the devil during her rosaries: "The graces flowing from the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass are in direct proportion to the holiness of the priest." After I was out, it struck me that this was heresy since it is Jesus offering Himself to the Father at the Consecration of the Mass............therefore, the Priest is Jesus and All Holy.

I am able to understand the progression of some of the mind control techniques now. I hope I havn't sent this to you before; but I think that this is important.......about the mind control used to place those who are in these cults above the official Church authority. Rita started out calling those in her group associates" ....... she emphasized this saying that we were the ones praying for the priests and that the priests were shepherds. She used the term assoiciates for quite some time. She then began to call us shepherds .......... her channeled in spirit who called himself "Jesus" called us shepherds. She used the term shepherds for
quite some time. She then proceeded to call us apostles...........that is, her channeled in spirit called us apostles. She then began saying that she thought we were the 24 elders in the Book of Revelation. She also began saying that she, John and Fr. Carter were like the Holy Trinity. I now hear that the apostles have been elevated to being called saints. The progression of the lie continues to climb even lower to the flames of hell. She was saying quite frequently before I left "Stay on the balcony, don't look at the dirt down below." The progression went from laity (associates) to priest (shepherds) to Bishop (apostles) to gods (saints). This is the plan of satan to divide the Church .........to elevated the laity to the status of god..........."you will be
>>like God". She even had a message that said that satan is like a worm in an apple. I have noticed how he likes to identify himself. It seems so obvious to me now; but when you are under the spell, it is not at all obvious. You are living in the illusion........another reality.

Her children's rosary book which went out last year to all on the mailing list and targeting children has a picture of a red rose on a black background on the back cover. I understand this to be satanic..........people who leave satanic groups are frequently sent a red rose wrapped in black paper as a trigger to suicide. The front cover of the book has a painting of supposedly Mary holding the child Jesus. Mary looks masculine and Jesus looks like a Charlie McArthy puppet. Rita had made herself Jesus and was in full control of Fr. Carter, the puppet. Fr. Carter targets all the priests of the world through his newsletter which Rita ghost writes much of. Rita began discouraging me from talking to Fr. Carter. She said that she had to meet with him daily so that they could bond together into one heart so that he would have the feminine aspect to write the newsletter. Feminism! The goddess Sophia is trying to run the Church.......and she is doing this through a Jesuit theologian of tenure at Xavier University ........... one of those few Jesuits who were considered conservative in this institution.

Another satanic symbol is on the second blue book.............a painting of the Sacred Heart embedded in flames. I came to understand that this was the purpose for much of her program .......to embed the Sacred Heart of Jesus in the flames of hell. The focus on Eucharistic adoration is to read her false messages before the Eucharist. She had a very strange book called "Spouse of the Lamb" before I left. We were supposed to read these messages after Communion. Even when Jesus was still inside of us, we were hurling false messages at Him.

The plan of this group is laid out in code language in the Apostles Manual which went all around the world. The target is the priests, parishes, schools and family..........under the guise of renewing the Church and leading the world to a more intimate relationship with Jesus. The false angel of light will stop at nothing to destroy the Church. The promise is, though, that the gates of hell shall not prevail against her. I have lived at the gates of hell and God delivered me even when I didn't know yet that I needed deliverance. Such is the mercy of God......such is His Love........such is His faithfulness to His unfaithful bride.

May the Living Words of Sacred Scripture dwell in us to counteract the lie being hurled at us from all sides. X X

Dear Rick,

I left the Shepherds of Christ cult and went to another cult thinking that this one wa s teaching the authentic truths of the Church......not dabbling in private revelation........but I saw that the priest leading the cult was a control person and then I began seeing some very frightening things......so I got out quick. I then went to a local charismatic prayer group a couple of times because some "friends" belonged to it and they said that I could receive support and healing for my bad experience there................the group's leaders were promoting the Divine Will......the religious brother leader became irate when I drew to his attention some of the problems with the Divine Will. I knew then that couldn't stay there. That was when I began to put 2 & 2 together and see that the private revelation of the marian movement and the private revelation of the charismatic movement were really one and the same. It seemed that the prophecies and messages of both groups had become the gospel and the leaders were the authorities. The magesterium of the Church was discounted. This priest whom I worked for briefly is Fr. Al Lauer. He has a group called Presentation Ministries which publishes booklets and operated on the same basic princple of shepherds of christ. His books go all around the world. He is now starting a youth group at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. I imagine that the charismatic community with the Divine Will will also be going over there. It seems to me like the evil from this area is all converging into one area. I have thought about this as the wheat and the chaff and at harvest time the angels will gather the chaff. In the eantime they grow together so that the wheat would not be injured by the pulling up of the chaff too soon. For what it's worth. Thank you for your forthrightness and for your courage.

X

Rick,

Interesting. I wish I were surprised; but I am not. There is something I have been forced to take a good look at. There has been a terrible spirit of pride that I have run into in every charismatic group that I have incountered ......... and so, always to my disappointment, have not been able to really become a part of any group.......though I wanted to. There is also something of a humanist thing...........I am remembering how the exposed Eucharist was present at a healing service I went to after I was out of my cult..........the Healer Himself was present there.........but the group was making so much noise and people were scrambling to other people to be healed...........I sat with Jesus so neglected there........it was so sad........all of these people standing in line to get to be with the one selected as the one who had the biggest gift of healing.....a human person.........when the Healer was in our midst...............and no one noticed. I remember the brother who had arranged for some strange Chiropracter who claimed to have the gift of healing to come to pray over the group.......standing and staring at me and my daughter kneeling there before Jesus. I found that strange. I don't think he got the message.

He was too involved in finding the latest "hot shot" of the charismatic circuit to come to their community to speak and to practice witchcraft and call it grace. Then they got involved with Louisa Piccaretta's Divine Will and it was all downhill from there. They were bound and determined to find another way..........some way other than the Gospel and the authentic Church. They had to have a gimic...............and manifestations of their pride. Forgive me for rambling. Thanks for all you're doing.

X

Dear Rick,

Just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate your unwavering speaking out of the Truth. It is like a two-edged sword. I have been involved in Charismatic groups to a degree; but somehow could never bring myself to be whole hog about them and noticed control and elitism. After I left the visionary cult in which I was thoroughly raked over the coals, I attended a charismatic group a couple of times; but my huge red flag was that they had incorporated the Divine Will and I just couldn't by that. I thank God for keeping me out of more mischief and leading me continually out of bondage to the false god. Your writings have been a blessing and have almost knocked me off my feet with their clear unadulterated Truth. May you be blessed by God Who is Truth. I am wondering if you have such a thing as distributors who could take your newsletter to give to priests who would be open to placing them in their parishes. There is such a need to get this truth out. The lie has permeated our Church to a terrible degree. I have been the victim of much of it. It is the Truth that sets us free to be truly Catholic.........truly Christian.

X X

Dear Friends and Fellow Travelers on this journey towards the Truth,

I am on a list with others who have been victims of mind control, cults or satanic ritual abuse. A couple of those who have been victims of sra have been writing about memories surfacing surrounding the blessing of throats with upside down crucifixes held at their necks hot candle wax poured on them at various areas of their body and anal rape with emotionless figures chanting in the background. These are childhood memories just beginning to surface. The picture I am getting is of this Medjugorje thing leading to massive full fledged satanic worship with ritual abuse. The anal rape triggered my memory about Vlasic anally raping before or after Mass. This is done in order to blaspheme or to make impure. Children are often used because of their innocence and because these evil people think that they can desecrate the children of God. I heard Rita say X2 as she was channeling in a spirit who called himself Jesus during her desecration of the rosary: "You will become disciples of satan." I thought at the time that this must just be human error.....................naive as I was.............gullible.........it was no error .............. satan announced himself in many ways in that movement. If you could look on their web site at the cover of blue book number 2..............the cover is the Sacred Heart of Jesus embedded in flames.........the flames are the flames of hell........this is the urpose ...... the desecration of the Eucharist...........symbolically at first..........until they can brain wash people thoroughly enough into full fledged satanic worship. Rita proceeded to elevate the blue books above Sacred Scripture .........the handmaids were to live the blue book messages. Rita said the words of the blue books would go into our hearts and "Jesus" would become incarnate in us. Shepherds of Chirst Ministries is targeting every priest in the world........................through Fr. Carter's newsletter which is being ghost written by Rita.............she spent inordinate amounts of time with him daily saying that no one else should bother him because it would mess up her relationship with him.....that she had to spend lots of time with him alone so that he could have the feminine aspect to write the priestly newsletter. Lots of priests were receiving that newsletter knowing nothing of the private revelation that it was connected with..........it looks harmless and seems to have kosher Catholic articles.............it also has Rita's writings which eventually lead to full fledged mind control. I don't know if Fr. Carter was a part of this scheme all along or if he just became the pawn of Rita..........a Jesuit theologian to be used as a "front"...........he certainly did obey her in everything except for the time that he gave me permission to come back home for a month. I called him without the knowledge of Rita or John.........because I had had this inspiration. I think they were planning to get rid of me permanently in Clearwater. I have only recently come to realize this. Fr. Carter's newsletter was going to every English and Spanish speaking priest in the world. It was being translated into every language to eventually go to every priest in the world. All Bishops had been written to and the "movement" introduced to them as a movement to renew the priesthood. Copies of the newsletter were sent to the Bishops. Do you think it strange that Fr. Carter would never concelebrate Mass with another priest?

Thought you might want this information. I am learning so much from that deprogramming list I am on .............. so many victims of satanic ritual abuse.............brave little souls who have miraculously survived the worst of all tortures.
X X

There was a priest at St. Michael the Archangel Parish when I was running around impersonating a nun in Clearwater. He was the pastor of the parish. His name is Fr. Cooke. He asked to see us.....Emily and I ........in the sacristy after Mass. He was quite irate that we had not introduced ourselves to him when we first came to the parish. He was very angry.............now, I can understand why. He may be worth talking to.  There was also a Fr. Buckley from Tampa who had a radio program down there. He came to the site of the image ............... walked right up to me and said: "You know, Anne, God is not an ogre." I didn't tell him; but he probably already knew if he had been reading the materials of shepherds, that God was beginning to look like an ogre to me and totally under the control of Rita. He was a bright ray of sunshine in the dark days of Clearwater

There was also a man by the name of Tom Palladino who had connections with Marian groups all over the world who was working at the Clearwater site for a while............then he was thrown out through a message.............Rita said that he was packing up lots of books and destroying them. He showed up at the site of the image before I left Clearwater. There was something strange about him...........I don't know if it was good strange or bad strange.........he has lots of connections all over the world with various marian groups. Tom first surfaced when I was at Morrow...........he called me from Ft. Lauderdale ..............he wanted to send shepherd's materials in large volume to various places all over the world.

There was a young female doctor who was from croatia who came to the center in Clearwater frequently. She was donating large sums of money to them. I will try to recall her name.

Don Ralph and the owner of the bank building were really being courted. The owner of the bank building went to Medjugorje after one of the Medjugorje "visionaries" came to the site. She stayed with him, I believe. Rita wanted the owner to out right donate the bank building. There was some talk about the bank building being the permanent sign.

If a bank building is a permanent sign.........it is a permanent sign of greed .......the true meaning of all of this insane stuff.

Just thought that you might like to know if you don't already.

X

There was a woman by the name of Bonnie Kaelin from Louisville, Kentucky who was named in a message by Our Lady of Light to be the national coordinator of Shepherds of Christ Ministries. She and Rita had a falling out because Bonnie got the flu and was unable to do what Rita commanded her to do................Rita got a message that Bonnie should be replaced by Rita. I think it was a power struggle pure and simple ................ with some demonic involvement. Bonnie would send a man by the name of George to keep an eye on things on the 13th of every month when Rita had a special Rosary for all of the prayer chapter coordinators all over the world.
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X X

Public Relations Strategies of SOCA

They hired a PR rep…………someone said that Charlene Huber had received a message to get this woman to do PR. Her name was Rosalee. She was one of those self assertive women. She came to stay with us at the Morrow Center for a few days. She hung out with John a lot. They cooked together in the kitchen. Emily and I were not invited……we were to stay out of the way…….to be her maids, so to speak. She said that she was receiving messages from Mary also. She seemed real new age. Rita was quite angry about her. Rosalee went out to dinner with Fr. Carter. They were making big business deals to promote soca. She was giving John massages which he seemed to be "eating up." She was a real new age winner, that Rosalee. Rita was so very jealous and having lots of tantrums.

I don’t know how much they hired her for………..but it was for lots of money from what I overheard.

I think that she must have come up with the scheme to send the handmaids to Clearwater in habits to make those who would come to the site more open to giving money………and to impress the owner of the bank building to give it to us. The habit thing was clearly PR …….and they milked it for as long as they could get away with it. Then they changed the habits to navy blue dresses when we came back up North……to stay out of the visibility of the Archbishop……..Fr. Carter said that he had received this in a message from   Jesus.

It was seeming more and more all the time like Jesus didn’t know what he was doing. It seemed he always had to change his mind.

Rick,

I belong to an internet support group of people who have been either victims of satanic ritual abuse, mind control or cults........most often, all 3. Many of the people on this list have been born into satanic cults and been victims of the most atrocious crimes. I have learned so much from them......about the crimes and the methods of mind control used. I thought that you might like to read a response I received today to shed a little more light on the subject. This sounds right to me....for the leaders must have been trained prior to the group's beginnings........the methods of mind control were so well in place before that first group ever occurred. Fr. Carter did go to Denver frequently and spoke at St. Thomas Moore Parish on several occasions that I am aware of. I know he went to Europe once to try to garner support for the movement. I can't remember the country. It was one of the formerly communist countries. I understand from Phil that Fr. Carter hung out with Bishop Hnilica (sp?) and Teresa Lopez. That I was not aware of; but it sure is likely. Hope this helps a little.

X

Message sent to me by a victim of SRA today:
This place you speak of sounds like many we have been in, this priest like one we have known (here, not in a far country, however). Sounds very much like they were programmed there and then returned to create cults of their own and program their members a very common practice. As for how to stop it, would be hard to do but doable, maybe if you had help or backing from the Church it would help though I know they are unlikely to do so. One might do reports, investigate in person or talk to the children involved. I believe it shall be stopped soon.
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Rita frequently said that the amount of Grace flowing from the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass was in direct proportion to the holiness of the priest. This must be a lie; because, at the Consecration, the hands of the priest become the Hands of Jesus …… .Jesus is the only priest and functions through His priests when administering the Sacraments. The humanity of the priest does not offer sacrifice …… it is Jesus Who offers sacrifice to the Eternal Father. The Holy Sacrifice of the Mass is alvary carried out through time …… Jesus offering Himself to the Father in expiation for our sins. The One & Only Unblemished Lamb of God. It matters not the state of the priest ……… it matters the response of the communicant to receive Him ……. to recognize Him ……. the Hands of the Priest become the Hands of Jesus…….Jesus offering Himself to His Father in our place ……. to make us holy on Him.

Rita said the only way we could appease the Father was to do the messages to a "T’ ……….thereby, denying the Gospel of Grace…….as if Jesus needed help from poor & sinful man. They laid a heavy yoke of works upon the backs of their followers……..then they beat them up when they could not keep their silly laws to a "t". They live in fear & grandiosity…….an offering to s……….  Pride goeth before a fall.

Blue books will be Scripture in the New Era(new age). The Scripture says that those who say such things shall be anathema.

The battle is with the woman & the serpent……..he wants to make Mary look like a witch…..a prophetess of doom ……..instead of the vessel of the Good News

It is a very carefully orchestrated cult of the grossest kind.

There was something strange about that banner with the light traveling all around the image of Mary & sparkles flying from it……like sparklers on the fourth of July. It was like a circus sideshow…..magic. This does not honor the gentle, humble mother of God. Purchased by His Blood – I have come through the flood. I wanted to cling to my specialness……..but Love would not permit me. I was rescued from the lie by the Precious Blood of Jesus & Lisa’s intercession. Although she did not want to, she took flowers to our Mother of Sorrows on that mother’s day when our hearts were breaking from the tyrannical cruelty of others. They were cold & callous…..violent & pompous……while saying they were holy.

Virtue dwells in the heart of man ….not in how many prayers he says……….not in how many Masses he goes to per day………virtue comes through the transforming Power of the Holy Spirit. We cannot earn this grace ……it is freely given from the ransom paid on Calvary.

I was sitting at the table eating with s……..thinking it an honor……..I did not truly know Jesus then…….if I had……I could not have gone there.

Mary kept me safe within her heart & rescued me from the hideous monster……so I could tell of the Power of God…….even when standing at the gates of hell……….be not afraid…..Jesus lives……..Jesus Reigns…He will reign throughout eternity in our hearts…….He bestows Himself on us freely………. we can never earn His Love & salvation……..He gives freely from His Love…….He is not a bureaucrat …….. He is Love personified…..spilled out for love of us…….upon a Cross ……upon the hill called Calvary……he ransomed us from hell…….He gives us life……no self appointed prophet can do it…..no one is holy…..only He…..Rita tried to tell us we were holy……..this is heresy……there is only One Holy
One……..it sure ain’t me……we are holy as we dwell in Him……..but then it is His Holiness not our own…….His Holiness contrasted with our humanity keeps things in perspective…….there is no one holy on this earth…..only Jesus…….Son of God……Agnus Dei…….Unblemished Sacrifice …….become Living Bread to heal our souls & restore us to the Father…….It is the Father’s tender loving care that heals the earth & all that is in it from the wounds inflicted from the fall……& the lies poisoning our minds ………. God is NOT an ogre……how can we fathom such a Love as this………Awesome God!…….Mighty God!…….our Fortress & Deliverer! Never can I earn such Grace……He gives it freely…..He is Love……not greed. God does not manipulate…..He doesn’t play parlor games making mankind pawns upon His board……He offers us His Love upon the Cross spilled out……to lead us Home to Him.

Power & greed are lies the devil tells to deceive. Read the Scripture……God’ s preferential option is for the poor & weak…………never for the wealthy & the elite. Pharisees he reviles the most because of claiming to know the Father & preventing others from coming to Him……laying heavy yokes upon their backs……the Father’s Love is not like this……it frees us from the lie…..it heals our wounds & mends our souls…….nothing we can do to earn it…….How happy I can be among all the lowly…..with the dirt down below…….He heals my soul ….greed & pride can never satisfy…….God is kind, gracious & good …… He loves us all so dearly that He sent His Son to die for us upon a Tree on Calvary to lead us Home to dwell in His Heart for all eternity.

Legalism hurts people. The Law without the Spirit. The Spirit is Love which draws men from the darkness to the Light …….with Love they are free to drop their sins……they no longer need to cling to false security. So many are walking around as if they are God’s chosen with special messages………they want to make you think that they have THE answer for you…..warning: They want to be your god….this is a violation of the First Commandment.
They say they can impart the Holy Spirit to you……they want to "lay hands" on you…….they say they have the Holy Spirit…..but do they? If you look very carefully, I believe that you will see that it looks more like magic & hocus-pocus stuff. The devil can impersonate the Holy Spirit if God permits it……..one must be very careful when dealing with things spiritual…..if one does not wait upon the Lord for proper discernment …… .if one takes everything at face value……then we will be following a multitude of demons aka false prophets all over the place.

The plot is to replace Sacred Scripture with private revelation…….to snare the priests so the Eucharist can be desecrated ……to have an order of concubines……to wield power over all the world………..to take as many souls to hell as possible.

Truth is sometimes very difficult to look at because it can look so frightening…….but this is only one side of the truth…….truth is Jesus….. is victorious………He comes to set the captives free. They talk about "letting go" & say that not getting involved with those for whom you care is God’s Will. They are out to destroy your family & rob you of your soul.

THE BOOK OF PRIESTS
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It was my job, per a message from s…… dressed up like Jesus, to keep a book of the names of all the priests who expressed an interest in soca. I was to keep a sacred record of these names which would be used for some purpose in the future. I kept their names, addresses & phone numbers & any notations as to the purpose of their call etc. I was to keep the main book & keep Fr. Carter, John Weickert & Don Meyers updated on a monthly basis with these lists. Don Meyers kept these names on his home computer. Don, I might add, was one of the most cruel minded & controlling people I have ever met. He &
John could make the most violent psychiatric patient I ever had look like Cinderella. Don liked to boast about going to Conyers & his visions; but I never heard him talk of the Love of God or the goodness of His creation; but he did speak frequently of his own superiority. Don had obtained the loan for the purchase of the Morrow Center. He was in with the in crowd & let it be known. He worshipped & adored Rita………to him she could do no wrong. He had traveled the private revelation circuit & knew the who’s who’ s of the most important visionaries…….this made him holy as he would like to tell……. He was in on the latest & saw the sun dance. I would find it hard to discover a man more cruel. He would not even return to his home from Florida when he heard that his son was stricken with a very severe cancer. Nancy, his wife, seemed hurt; but she did not return either. They thought that this was the Will of God……..but it was the will of his adversary, the devil.

I thought that Rita was simply a fraud when I first began to see the light……..but she is not a fraud……..she is a messenger of the devil. The devil’s children are following her with accompaniment of signs & wonders.
It is truly an ugly sight to behold & one that makes you want to hide in denial. But denial only leads to the grave without accomplishing what the Lord has given you to do……..so you have to fight through all of the deceit to find the truth……..the battle is the Lord’s …….He is right there by your side in this battle fraught with outrageous evil.

She knows that she is not right………she even tried to tell me on several occasions; but I have not been able to decipher much of what she was telling me until I began to look squarely at the truth & all of the evil. I had to see & call the lie the lie instead of trying to cover it. It still has a way of wanting to present itself clothed in the dress of the lamb. The devil is dressing up like Jesus & fooling many in these days of deceit.  The small groups, the theologians, the Scripture scholars are all following after him in a hurry; but, I believe, that the worst are those who are receiving messages straight from hell clothed in language of the Church so
that they can enter in & desecrate the Eucharist. They capture priests for their cause. They need the priests for their own purposes.

Private revelation, prophecy & tongues……..gifts of healing & deliverance can be very precarious things ……..they can come from Heaven or hell & there does not seem to be any official checks on them at the moment. The Vatican has tried; but no one seems to be listening…….their ears are so tickled with their private revelation. They think that they have been privy to the words of God straight from heaven……..they do not need the Vatican to pronounce because their private revelation has said that there is not time for that. Everything has to be done in a rush as if God is not in charge…….as if God is not a God of Peace but the spirit of agitation.

YOU WILL BECOME DISCIPLES OF SATAN
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On two separate occasions, as Rita channeled "Jesus" in her rosaries, she said "You will become disciples of satan…….then quickly changed it to Jesus. I had it on a tape which I told her something needed to be done about because "people might misunderstand." She looked at me blankly & did not respond. Mark Gerver heard her make that statement at Tom’s Farm during one of the 13th rosaries.

Rita did not respond because she knew that she was working for satan all along, I believe. She told me that only a few could be "in on the plan". I do believe that there were several in on the plan……..Rita, John, sme, Emily, Gerry Ross, Larry Memering, Charlene Huber & others that I am not sure of.

Rita, in her messages, is telling the story of the plan of the evil one to usurp the Kingdom from the Father. The trail is there but hidden underneath the language of the Church. This is what it means that the wolves are
coming wearing the clothing of the sheep. In spite of wearing the clothing of the sheep, the hairy clawed feet are still obvious beneath the robes.

X X

Twisted and Distorted Scripture and Fatima Messages

Rita’s messages were taken from Scripture & Fatima……..the lie was woven around these themes taken out of context & distorted. I also believe that she read many other messages …..plagerizing these. I did see pop psychology books in her van. She had begun using the faces chart & much from 12 step programs & victim/persecutor/rescuer stuff………twisting these things too and making them messages from Jesus.

SUPERSTITION PROGRESSIVELY INTRODUCED INTO SOCA
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Superstition is from the devil……it keeps you in bondage…….it cuts you off from faith…….it is something you do to ward off the devil……it has nothing to do with faith…..it is opposed to faith.

Examples of the gradual introduction of superstition: prayers hourly just as written……..no deviation from the exact formula …….or the Lord could not bless you & satan would attack…….it was kind of like not stepping on a crack.

The rosary was perverted & became a tool of superstition as opposed to a meditation on the life of Jesus ……..& the life of Mary. We were supposed to put on the rosary tapes to ward off the devil. Most everything we did…….which was growing & growing…….was done to ward off the devil. It was becoming a cult of superstition. Why did Fr. Carter allow this to continue……he knew everything that was going on. He had all of the rosary tapes to listen to……….he had all of the written messages…….why did he allow it to continue? He was hurting a lot of people………he was hurting a lot of families……..did he think that it was so important to have a ministry of his own that he would sacrifice families & so many people to the devil?

Rita picked up on the blackboard of my Grandmother & perpetuated it……she told me that God was not pleased with me……she told me that I had too many black marks……she told me that I should despair. She came to take away the hope of my salvation. Those who were in her favor were good……the rest were bad.

The ones she labeled bad……she made them tow the line to the tee……of course, they could not…….it was too complex……….& it was too fraught with mixed messages………we were in a double bind …… .the messages were set up so that Rita could pick a message for any time she wanted to condemn you & whip you into shape. She had set it up this way…….so that if she decided that she didn’t like you for some arbitrary reason…..she could always condemn you. This was to keep you in line. She took the role of the condemner at her liking. She needed to have someone to focus on at all times who was trying to do her in…..she needed to project her own sins upon others…….she would not accept them for herself & ask for forgiveness from the Father…….so she picked scapegoats, of which I was only one……….she thought that this would take her sins away; but it did not…………it simply compounded them……..she felt a sense of relief ……as I saw while I was in Morrow…….she felt a sense of relief when she delivered the messages of correction……..she had gained power over someone else…..she thought that this was what would bring her peace; but it did not…….it made her run faster & faster ……..webbing a more complex web……to cover her tracks. She is bound to meet with disaster if she does not turn back. There is no other choice …… she is bringing in her own disaster ……. She is weaving a very complicated web of deceit ……she will be trapped in her own lies. She will trap herself. Fr. Carter aided & abetted her. Fr. Smith did not want to know the truth………he wanted to close his eyes……he is courting disaster.

There is nothing I can do ……the only thing that is healthy is to keep my focus on God…….& to stay in concrete reality………in faith & in trust.

Give me that old time simple faith religion based on solid Scriptural principles…….deeply rooted in faith & reason……..the solid foundation……the Rock. Give me the authentic teachings of the Church.

There was too much magic associated with the prayer groups…..the candlelight rosaries…..the supernatural element …… almost like the conjuring up of demons…..we do not have to do all of that to say a rosary …… all we have to do is to sit down to pray…..to open up our hearts to meditate upon the mysteries …… we do not need to be bothered with all of those directives when we are pondering the Heart of Jesus through the heart of Mary. It took away from the rosary…..by adding all of those messages…….the rosary became controlled by another spirit…..it became perverted.

From a former cult member as quoted in Captive Hearts/Captive Minds:

" A cult is a person that uses mind control
and can make you gullible
and you don’t even know it.
But you start to love her
because she makes you feel so special.
A cult can hurt you very bad.
She can even make you think she’s God!
a cult is bad."

I was in a coven & didn’t even know it ……… I was in a coven dedicated to s…….. I did not know it ……. I thought that I was following God ….. but I was following the one who wanted to be God ….. so he fell from Heaven.

It was a coven right from the start…….it was planned to lead the children of the Father to delusion…….to create hatred for their brothers & their sisters…..all the while saying that they knew Love……..they were not worshipping God….the leaders of that group were worshipping the one who wanted to be God……so he fell from Heaven………they were based on lies…….that we could earn our way to Heaven…….that we could manipulate God to do our bidding if we closed our hearts to say a thousand words in just the right format every hour……then that would be pleasing to God……..this is what they said……how perverted!!! How like a coven!!!

It was in Clearwater that I began to notice most outstandingly that the god Rita was preaching was a very small god , indeed……..a god who was under her control………..something was so very wrong……that a woman could control God…..or, rather, think she could…….it began to look sicker & sicker……as she placed herself upon the throne of satan……..she was evil…………she was consecrated to the evil one…..is this what happened to her family?…….or did Rita do this on her own……..looking for a rainbow……in desperation……turning to evil for her answers. Rita hated all…….she hated mostly herself……she was a very desperate woman……she would stop at nothing……..even if it meant going
all the way to Jonestown…..she would not stop…….she had embraced evil.

She mouthed the words……saying that they were from Jesus……she only mouthed the words……she did the devil’s bidding……..she had embraced evil…….she was in a trap!

Rita was writing about the heel of Mary being Clearwater at the time that I left that most vile cult…….she said that soca was sent to Clearwater because it was located on the heel of the foot of Florida……..so is Scientology…..I think that there is a connection. Rita dealt in omens & symbolism…….the things that Sacred Scripture tells us is forbidden……she used the methods of the evil one to play her game with God & with the minds of all whom she could fool into thinking that she was the Good Shepherd……she was playing a game…..but she was playing with fire……the game got out of hand………she got lost inside of herself …….there was another running her mind & body…….she was lost inside somewhere……Fr. Carter aided & abetted this great ruse……he stood behind her %100 except for the time that the Holy Spirit would not let him……….he let me escape…..he had no other choice……….he had been ordained …… God stepped in with Divine Intervention to free me from the coven……a most ghastly thing! They were out to kill the Holy Spirit dwelling in each of us…..the evil one was angry……he knew he did not have much time……he was out for all that he could get with his great deception in the little bit of time that he had left….before he is chained for a thousand years.

I was reading about how David Koresh had sex with young girls as a sort of religious thing in his sick mind.........that he gave them stars of David to wear around their necks prior to being admitted into the sexual act with the lamb of god. This triggered me to remember that Rita wrote a book called Spouse of the Lamb for the handmaids. It was a very strange book of messages. I remember one message that sounded so strange to me of a man in black standing over her to give her Communion. The leader of the handmaids was to be John Weickert...........I thought this strange that a man should lead the handmaids which was to be a religious order and I was supposed to be the mother. They took any power I would have had away from me and gave it to John. The handmaids were to wear rosaries around their necks with a
Benedictine Crucifix for the rosary crucifix. FYI
X X

Thought you might like to see this. I have a feeling that all of the hidden cults which are Medjugorje spin offs are basically working from this mold. Probably many of the charismatic cults too. Anne Araya

Characteristics of Cult Leaders

1. Questionable credentials
The cult I was in was being led by a woman who claimed Divine credentials. She claimed that she was receiving messages directly from Jesus, Mary & God the Father. She was a math teacher who had taught at a university. She said that Jesus taught her everything she knew. She had a Jesuit theologian as a spiritual director. She used his credentials as a front. She had someone else who claimed to be an expert in demonology & canon law; but I was not made aware of how he obtained a formal education in these subjects. I saw a message that the woman gave the priest threatening him with hell. He did everything that the woman told him to do. He supported all of her messages %100; although there were many theological errors in them. The woman, the priest & the expert in demonology met together frequently. They equated themselves with the Holy Trinity…….claiming Divine knowledge.

2. Single Authority
The woman had the ultimate authority since her messages were the ones designated as the ones to usher in the second coming. The Jesuit priest & the expert in demonology had power as it was given them by the woman. They were to be unconditionally & unquestionably obeyed according to the messages from the woman. The woman was easily aroused to distrust of the members under her control. She would frequently give messages to individuals which she called "corrective" messages. They were messages of a punitive &
condemning tone meant to instill fear & guilt & to prevent dissent. They were a tool for submission to the woman.

3. Requirement of Unconditional Trust
The woman set up a milieu dictated by her messages of loyalty to the woman no matter what she said. No one could doubt or question, for, if they did, they would be punished. Freedom of speech or thought was denied. Criticism was not tolerated. The atmosphere had been established that if you questioned her…..you were questioning God. She was setting up a mind control operation by reading messages so frequently & mouthing words that were said to be prayers……that the thoughts of the members were being guided
into only thinking as she thought……..freedom of thought was denied.

4. They generate extreme wealth at the expense of their followers.
The group that I was in had a preferential option for the rich. The rich were courted & given special messages to lure them in. They were made to feel as if they were special to God…..which made them open up their purses to donate more. Then they were given messages asking for money & sometimes
property & other possessions. Sometimes they were asked to move to one of the centers….or they were told that they had been given a special position in the ministry. This group gave, I might even say forced, their books & other items upon all who came to their centers or their services…….they gave them away ….. asking only for a donation. I have come to see that they raised more money this way. It made them look authentic to those who were searching for God……for those who were hurting ……for those who needed something special to hold onto. This group preyed on these people. The messages in the rosaries & in the books often talked about how urgent it was to get these messages out……& quickly. This was a ploy to recruit those who fell into reading the books or listening to the messages in the rosaries to obtain more books & to pass these books out to as many people as possible. These products were going to save the souls of those who used them was the message. Thus, they obtained distributors of their wares without hassle. The money came rolling in from people all over the world who had been touched by the books after having been sold on them by a friend or family member. Pleas were made for money in the rosaries ..…….. these rosary tapes went all over the world…….raising money without people being aware of it. It was kind of like subliminal messages. Jesus would plead in the messages for the bank building or the chapel or anything else that was needed for the ministry. His voice sounded so pathetic that people were moved to
give…….many times, much more than they could afford. The rosaries with the messages coming through the woman had a type of hypnotic quality to them.

5. They claim to have a unique direct contact with God.
The woman said that her messages were to lead us into intimacy with God……into union with Jesus. She even had a prayer of union with Jesus which she said that Jesus had given to her. She said that it was to be read frequently throughout the day………that was what Jesus wanted she said. She claimed to be in union with Jesus…….a special gift that she had been given…..that she was one with Him. As it became more clear while I was in this cult, the woman thought that she was Jesus. Everything she said was to be treated as coming from God……if it were not treated in this manner, a "corrective" message would follow. The woman said that Jesus wrote through her. She said that she had a pen that had turned golden in her hand at one time as Jesus was writing through her. This was proof that her messages were from God. She said that she carried the "sacred scrolls"………& , that because of this, she would be persecuted. She set up a persecution theme so that if anyone questioned her it would appear to be part of her prediction of persecution. This kept her members from questioning things…….for fear that they would be accused of "being operated by satan" as the leaders frequently liked to say about those who had left or would not become a member or who questioned anything. They frequently used this term about family members & friends who were concerned about their friends and family in this cult. The leaders said that if our families or friends were trying to get us out of the cult that they "were being operated by satan" to try to get us out.

6. After consolidating power, they often grant themselves sexual access to the members.
I felt that the religious order that I was supposed to be the superior of was going in this way. The expert in demonology was designated to be the leader of this group of quasi-nuns. He was male. He was to be unconditionally obeyed. The woman got a message that the leaders were to read every day …..or the movement would collapse. It said that we should greet one another with a holy kiss. When this expert would greet me, he would force a holy kiss on me…..I dared not protest…..though it made me feel violated & queasy…..because I had been told through messages that I had to be unconditionally obedient to this man. He seemed to have a sick fixation on female purity & liked to say the word "panties" in my presence. He often reminded me of psychiatric patients that I had had in the past. The kind who could easily rape without warning. This was to be the person to whom the order of quasi-nuns was to be unconditionally obedient to. It made me wonder. I could not deny his danger. I had had too much experience in the field to deny it totally. It is my belief that this group of quasi-nuns were to function more like a harem. Like a service to the males………like a built-in brothel…….free of charge. It had not arrived at this proportion before I left; but I could see it easily going that way. The stage had been set by the messages. The messages also said that we could not talk about the leaders or the second coming would not occur……that we had to suffer in silence.

7. They offer grandiose promises.
The woman said that this group was the group leading the church & the world into the reign of the Sacred Heart……that there had been no other group like it in all of history. The expert in demonology said that this group was in the highest form of spiritual warfare throughout all of history &, because of this, the rules for spiritual warfare were reverse for us. At the time, I did not have time to stop to ponder that satan reverses things. This should have been a big red flag. The Jesuit theologian stood behind all of this %100. He had said that this movement would replace another movement for priests…….that this was the most important movement of all time for the renewal of the priesthood. He said that his newletter would do the job of
the renewal of the priesthood. This had been supported by another self proclaimed visionary. The woman said that she had to spend time with the priest on a daily basis so that they could be bound together into one heart so that he would have the feminine aspect to write the newsletter. The priest complied with the woman. The woman said that there was no other way to get to Heaven now that we had been offered the ultimate way of the cult. If we left now, we would surely go to hell because we had been given graces that no others had been given throughout all of history. We would be saying to God that we did not appreciate His favor. This was a very powerful tool that played upon our pride & our fear. Individuals were given private messages of special favor too. It really did make you feel special to think that Jesus would send a special message to you. We forgot that every Word that He has written in the Sacred Scripture is His Love letters to us. There are no other that can top what He has said in the Sacred Scripture. This is just to highlight a few of the grandiose promises of this cult.

8. They Demand Major Financial Contributions from Members.
In the case of my cult this is true as well. With myself, who had no money, they used me to solicit money under the guise of pandering their products for free. I was pretty good at getting people to request more books & other assorted materials……..& to start prayer groups…..this led to money coming in from these people…..even though I didn’t ask for it. I was used as a soliciter & as cheap labor. I received no salary or benefits. I worked night & day leading prayers every hour & answering the 4 telephone lines which rang from early in the morning until late at night. I was to answer every call without exception according to a message from the theologian. I was frequently told to be especially nice to those who had money in hopesb that they would donate lots. I really was not nice for this reason to anyone. It went against my grain. I was nice because they were a child of God. This was another one of my red flags. I was told to call people who had money in hopes that they would donate more. There was a constant talk about raising money. There was more talk about money than anything else. One lady who had contributed quite a lot was told that she should contribute more. When she put the breaks on her spending, she was highly criticized by the leaders.

9. They claim that evil sinister forces attempt to subvert them.
They have an increasingly paranoid tone to their ministries. They blame anything that goes wrong on the devil or the masons or any other group they decide to scapegoat. I have recently heard about the Russians building concentration camps to put us in. This leads to a general state of paranoia. This also keeps the focus off the leaders & the things that they may be doing that just do not seem to be quite right. The focus has been directed outwards to blame some other. If anyone questions anything……that person is added to their list of enemies. It is a good guys/bad guys mentality. It sets the stage for war. This is one of the most powerful tools to keep the members faithfully in line with the leaders. They have a common enemy "out there" somewhere.

X X

Rick,

I would assume that Fr. Smith did obtain permission to celebrate Mass at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center........... I don't know that he didn't. I have heard the Archbishop say "Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center is not a function of the Archdiocese of Cincinnati". I have written a letter to Bishop Moeddel re: my concerns about Ken Roberts and the youth groups that are growing in number; but I have not received a response from him.
X X

Rick,

Thanks for your information. It really helps me to keep focused during this confusing period of history. Lots of the messages of private revelation said that there would come a time of confusion. I am noticing, now that I am clearing up, that these messages were the things causing the confusion........they were programming in the confusion. Thought you might like to know that Fr. Smith called while I was out this afternoon...........he was extremely irate about the letter which the chancellor had forwarded to him. He basically said that I was lying and that the accusations were false.......then he said that he would be calling
me back and that he would be calling the Bishop in Dallas. My daughter said he was livid. She didn't speak with him. She just heard it on the answering machine. We screen all calls now since Rita tried to put someone up to calling me to read a message from Rita to me while I was in Colorado........that woman did speak with my daughter. I am enclosing the letter I wrote to the Bishop..........I am sure that I forgot to enclose it in the last post.
X X

Rick,

This writing of yours on the Divine Will is jarring up so many of Rita's messages within me. She took lots her stuff from this material I am certain. She spoke frequently with Sr. Rita who was totally into the Divine Will. Then Rita said that we could no longer read anyone else's materials but hers...........which really hurt Sr. Rita because she had to give up the Divine Will. One thing struck me most forcefully about Rita as she was coming down heavy on me with her messages and punishments .............she had no compassion ............ I would look into her eyes and try to find a person in there and I could not.........she was like an empty void. She must have been fully possessed by that time. Her messages became increasingly loud and angry about surrendering. Her written messages were bigger and bigger letters until they were almost taking up the entire page with the word surrender. I have no doubt that satan was angry that I was not surrendered to him. I always said to Jesus in my heart, Lord I want to be able to totally surrender to You; but only You and no other. I think that this must mean that my prayer was being heard............and the reason for all of this stuff about surrendering was because I would not surrender to satan. Thank God for our free will and the gifts He gives us! I am convinced that the Handmaids of the Good Shepherd were to be completely surrendered to satan.......his brides......I came dreadfully close to evil. God has been so good to me. Rita was using the stuff from Luisa's infusion of the Divine Will for the handbook for the Handmaids. I will tell you about the story of the first entry in that handbook another time. This stuff is evil and it is scary. How did Luisa ever make it to be up for beatification........it is so clear to me that her material is antichrist stuff............"another Jesus".........that is frightening in and of itself .......that she has gotten so far into the church. Just had to say this........I am astounded.
X X


UNHOLY TRINITIES ABOUND

by X X

I am noticing more cases of the unholy trinity as I am understanding the nature of the demonic. It seems that there were 3 priests designated by Our Lady of Light………..Fr. Smith, Fr. Rinfret and Fr. Sweeney. It was said that these were the 3 priests chosen by Our Lady for this country.

Then Fr. Carter was plugged in for a special ministry. He came up with his own unholy alliance of three ………. Rita, John and he.

How sad to see that something I thought was holy is actually so evil. It grieves my heart and makes me angry all at the same time; but I think that the sorrow is greater than the anger.

These were people whom I trusted…….who I prayed for and was devoted to …………. So sad to see the reality of the evil………a people of deceit………so sad to see how the demonic was so involved in all of this.

COERCION
by X X

Rita gave many messages about how she did not want us to come in coercion……..and then she proceeded to coerce us through her brainwashing techniques. She told us that we had to tell people that they had to believe in Fatima and that they had to say the consecration prayers and that they had to do this and that they had to do that. They were being coerced and we were supposed to be the coercing accomplices. Rita said that you could only go to Heaven if you did everything that she told you that you should do. Of course, she was exempt because she was so high up on the balcony.

Not even the Church says that you have to believe in Fatima. The Church upholds the Sacred Scripture. We may believe in private revelation is it is approved by the Church. It is not a "have to".

Rita was meaner than the meanest cobra. She got her way through the use of mind control techniques. The only way that she could get the attention she craved………..she became another Hitler dressed in a flowery dress.

The whole movement was a power imbalance as the Holy Spirit told me after I was out. It was just another totalitarian government of the type of Adolph Hitler. These people did not know the Lord. They were playing with fire. They were the hedonistic type in disguise. They were trying to steal all the children of the world for their father, the devil. They were recruiting the innocent to beat them up and use them for their own purposes……….the main purpose was to build an empire and to make money………..money was their god………..Rita had a message to disguise their real purpose. She attributed this message to Mary who said that America had made money their god. It is true………..but Rita had that message out front to cover up the fact that their group was about money making to the hilt. They were money grubbers and they
would step on anyone to get the money that they loved………money was their god and so they got the devil as their father. The devil came in and gave them what they wanted for a while………….but then God stepped in to rescue the little children who had been led astray by the evil serpent who was being
channeled through the woman.

The Jesuit theologian supported all of this %100. He knew that he was always going to make it big……..that was why he became a priest……..to make it big in the eyes of the world. Just one more priest who led the little lambs astray. One more is too many.

I am having quite a time with Fr. Smith of OLHSC. I wrote a letter to the Bishop to be sure that he is aware that Fr. Ken Roberts is residing there and that they have lots of youth groups. The Bishop forwarded it to the chancellor......the chancellor said that Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center is not under the administrative control of the Archbishop of Cincinnati; so he sent my materials (a letter and a schedule of monthly
activities with youth groups circled) to Fr. Smith and to the chancery in Dallas. I wrote the letter on February 16th and did not receive a reply until Saturday. Fr. Smith left a very angry message on my answering machine on Sunday.........calling me a liar and said a few other angry words.......in a very threatening tone of voice he said he would be calling the Bishop in Dallas and he would be calling me back. I received a letter from him today which denies much of what I said in the letter.........which were truly said by Fr. Smith. He proceeded to say that slander and libel are the easiest weapons to use against good people, "used by those who try to forge their own agendas over God's will." He said that things are taking
place at the center that I am not aware of, nor should I be, for they do not concern me. He went on to say that the center is in full obedience to the Bishop, the Church and to Our Lord and Our Blessed Mother ....... and that this goes for Fr. Roberts, too. He also stated: "It is my fervent wish that any and all future accusations be stilled before any further harm is done."
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Dear Rick,

Do you know that Bishop McCarty of Florida is Rita's cousin, I believe......some relative anyway. She was going to ask him to give an imprimatur on her materials; but he wouldn't do it. I wonder what he thinks about all of this or if she has been able to successfully keep out of his range. Thought you might like to know. I downloaded your article about Catholic cults.........really good! I saw that you had mentioned Bishop McCarty acting quickly to speak out about all unapproved apparitions. I didn't know that he had done that. Rita is really playing with time. I had no idea that he is a man of such integrity.

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Rick,

I just downloaded the article about mind control. I haven't read it yet; it looks like the information I have been looking for. I know that this type of mind control was used on us and is going out to thousands
through the mass mailings of soca. It is on the rosary tapes......in the messages that people are told to listen to in order to keep satan from attacking. It is insinuated that if they are not listening to the rosary tapes or Rita's music tapes that satan will attack.....after a while you just keep the tapes on most of the time.....or performing some of the other rituals in order to keep from being agitated............the thought has been
planted that you will be agitated and that nothing will go right if you are not listening to the tapes or reading the messages or reading those long boring petitions every hour...........you have succombed to the fear the
programming instilled..........you have now become dependent on shepherds in order to feel any sort of peace. I think this is the method being used by most of these visionary cults including Medjugorje. It instills a
dependency in order to feel any peace......through the mind control....of the most sophisticated type. A Russian woman who I told a little about the cult said to me once that the mind control used on me was of the most sophisticated type......she grew up under communism and she knew..........she was in the underground Orthodox Church in Russia and converted to Catholicism last year. I was her sponsor. She said that she still had trouble if someone came into a church in this country with a camera.........she felt triggered and wanted to run out. I was just beginning to speak out a little; but every time I did I would be thrown into a terribly fearful state from the programming. It took continuously facing that challenge to break through the fear to speak out ............ she and I were both in the same boat really. I need to call her again.
Perhaps she can help me identify the programming. She is good at identifying the various methods used. I wasn't quite ready for all of that detail at the time because I still had so much to work through. She told me
that I should write a book. That was when I sat down and really started writing. It was the only way that I could see what I had gone through..........I was not allowed to even think my own thoughts while in
there.........and, leaving, the programming and the fear was still silencing me. I am on a deprogramming internet group with many who were in satanic cults.......and other generational cults......most of whom are mpd or now known as DID. One of them was trained as a trainer for illuminati programming. She has educated me a lot. She has a depth of understanding of all of this. She is now Christian..........still struggles; but has worked through a lot. Many in this group have been ritually abused in the Church as children in the most horrific ways and are triggered by the rituals of the Catholic Church and the symbols.......the truth has been so interwoven with the torture that they have gone through using the most holy of things in ritual abuse that they cannot yet go back to a Catholic Church or trust a priest or a nun; but they have a deep faith in God........somehow, evil did not kill that.....that is the only reason that they have been able to get out and they know it..........but the struggle to health and truth and trust is never ending. I triggered many when I first was on the site because the terms I used caused memories of the tortures to emerge...........but then they said that it was good that they could talk and begin to work through these events with someone they could trust. Some have written to me privately about some of the most terrible memories..........but they say that they are glad that I can know Jesus and be in the Catholic Church.......it is said almost as a little cry of someone who is being blocked because of the torments they have been through in the antichurch to block them from opening up their hearts to Jesus. I am so glad that I am in this group...........we are all good for each other...........and I hope that some of them may be able to come Home to the true Church some day and have people there welcome them Home again and understand the pain that they have been through. They are happy that I am writing and hope that it can save some of the children from the torture that
they went through if some eyes can be opened and the mud removed so that the evil can be named and routed from disguising itself in the Church. The Church is meant to be a safe harbor for the hurting soul; but they are being kept away from the Eucharist and from turning to Mary. Many have been harmed through the rosary........just as I was though not in a physical way. I think of each of these brave people as having been crucified with Christ. I am sure that He is very close to them..........for where evil is, grace is more abundant. I wish that someday there could be people who could help those who have been ritually abused in the past come Home to the Catholic Church.......people who would go to Mass with them and walk them through step by step allowing them their memories and understanding their fears until, at last, they could open their hearts to Jesus in the Holy Eucharist. This is exactly what soca was trying to do........to turn our hearts away
from Jesus in fear in the end. Their mind control is most sophisticated. This is the devil's plan to lead many into the programming of the cults using the Eucharist and the rosary...........the powerful Weapons against him.....he is perverting these things through these visionary cults and the private revelation........so, in the end, masses will turn from the Eucharist and the rosary. This, I believe, is the bottom line of the reason for all of this.
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Rick,

The members of this group are, by and large, very fearful of exposure because of their programming and the danger of their cults. One, at this time, was reaccessed by her cult last week end and raped by them. They have all endured to grossest kinds of torture that one could imagine........really, it is almost unimaginable. Those who have been the most wounded sometimes have other aspects of their personalities coming out at times if they are under a lot of stress. They need to feel very very safe because trust is something that has been almost non existent with them. I could ask if they could share some of their information with me and if I could give you the information without using their names. That might be an easier approach for most of them. They have all been very happy that I am speaking out and that you and Brian are helping me with my book. They have given me so much encouragement. They are hoping that we will be able to save some of the children from the tortures they went through. Many of these people have been victimized in true satanic ritual by priests and nuns and therefore, are very mistrusting of Catholicism........but they seem to be happy that I have not left the Church and that I can relate to Jesus there. If you heard their stories you could understand some of the reasons for the distrust. I will get back with you after speaking with them. They are the ones who have kept me on the track of being inspired to do what I can do. To think that at this very moment there is a ritual going on somewhere and a child is being tortured using the Name of Jesus in vain! I think they will be very hesitant to talk to anyone outside the group. I will ask the coordinator of the group if she thinks that the group could handle it if I asked them to contact you if they feel comfortable doing that. The one who was an illuminati trainer has written a lot about the illuminati programming and the torture that goes along with the programming. She seems quite intelligent and stable. She is speaking out more than most are able to. I will privately e-mail her and ask her if she would be willing. I think you would be able to dialogue with her and learn a lot if she is willing. She could also tell you about the involvement of the Nazis.  I am quite sure that there is a lot of that with Medjugorje and its offshoots. I think that there is lots of it in Shepherds of Christ most imparticularly since it is the group that is specifically targeting the priests. I do believe that satan himself is leading this movement through Rita. The bottom line is to brain wash the priests through the newsletter written by Fr. Carter and ghost written by Rita.......or the spirit she is channeling. Not a pleasant thought; but I am afraid that it is accurate. On the surface the priestly newsletter looks good ............. .there are word seeds planted that gradually lead them into another way of thinking and into spiritual pride. It is no accident that Rita is using some of Luisa Picaratta's stuff which I have no doubt was dictated by satan dressed up like Jesus to begin the process of leading to this grand delusion which has come to where there are so many all over the world hearing from spirits who call themselves Jesus or Mary; but are demonic.

I will think about the book. I am sure that I want to put it out with your help......what happened to Brian.....is he still working with it? I just don't know about the legal implications. Brian suggested pseudonymns and no direct quotes. Do you think it could be put out as a novel based on facts .......would that give more safety from liability. I think that must have been what Fr. Malachi Martin did with his books..........at least, with WINDSWEPT HOUSE. I do not believe that it was really a novel; but truth. I think that I need to understand the legal ramifications and go the safest route. I believe that God gave me the understanding and led me to writing last summer so that I could heal........as there was no one except God who understood that cult and could deprogram me. I am not saying that I am a locutionist or anything or that my humanness does not play a great part in the writing.....there could even be theological errors.........but I am saying that God was the One Who has done the major healing by leading me to the understanding I received of the dynamics of the cult. It was pretty scary coming to the realizations of the depth of the evil of it.......and frustrating when there were very few with whom you could share that understanding who would listen. I thank God for you and Mike and Mary Alice. Mother Margaret Mary of the Passionist Monastery was the one who understood me first and led me to Mary Alice and Mike.......then Mary Alice led me to you. I am planning to return to work as a psychiatric nurse at the hospital where I was when I left to go to the cult on a part time basis in April. I have no financial assets and I need the money and hope that the cult doesn't come along and take the little that I can make away from me again. My daughter really needs me to help her with the bills. She has been quite a trooper and very patient with me. My car is no longer running and I need transportation......so I am hoping to have enough income to get some kind of wheels. I also need the health insurance. It has taken this long for me to get to the point of feeling that I can function as a psychiatric nurse and no longer be debilitated by the fear......and the mind control. I have to consider the impact on my daughter. She has been accused by them of being operated by satan to take me out of the movement
and John said that we were both marked women. This has taken a toll on her, too........though she has put up a front of courage.....it gets her down at times. It seems the more I have courage and let the fear drop....the more she has courage. I do believe that it is up to me to set the tone; but I do not want to act rashly.

When I have a little income coming in, I would like to make copies of your article about Catholic Cults and spread them around as much as I can. Do I have your permisssion to do that? I think your article could have a big impact on many who are toying with the demonic in the form of private revelation.

I also would like to start my own newsletter making people aware of cults of the Catholic type......especially the visionary type.......people go to these places and are being brainwashed through the messages and do not have a clue that they are involved in a cult.....because the language is so Catholic and many are too naive to have a clue about what is occurring. Giving out non-threatening pamphlets to make them think is one way of beginning to reverse the trend. Of course, all of this takes time and money.........but it can start out small.  Keep running the good race,   X X

Rick,

I truly like how you get right to the core of things. If more people were like this, I think the world would get straightened out in no time. I am truly in a good place when you think of it. They wouldn't have anything to gain by suing me and they would have lots to lose.........they would have to be brought more into the limelight which I think is something they do not want to do. Thanks for telling me about your teeth. That really is my philosophy too. My teeth are in a bad shape too.......but so far I haven't had any pain..........I do believe that God is looking out for me. Afterall, if it had not been for Him, I would still be in that cult. Thanks for telling me about your lawyer ........... that does make me feel a little safer. You are right, they could lose lots of money............they have injured lots of people. Thanks for saying that my book touches the heart .......... for that is where it came from......it flowed right out of my heart ........... I had to get to the truth that I had hidden in my heart; so I sat down at the computer and started writing.......it flowed out ........... I was surprised by much of what I saw and then terrified at times by the depth of the evil that was being revealed about the cult ........ but the thing that is the most amazing is how God was there with me in all of that..........so, that is what the title is: HOPE EMERGES FROM THE ASHES OF THE LIE. I think that you are right that it should go as is.......rambling and all............for it flows from the heart and may touch hearts that can be saved from the lie.
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Rick,

Have you written anything about the Marian Movement of Priests? I spoke to Fr. Roux after I left the cult because I was thinking that the mmp was ok and that soca was set up to knock them out..........but I haven't felt comfortable with reading any private revelation except the authentic church approved things like Fatima and Lourdes and Guadalupe. Rita is even using Our Lady of Guadalupe for her own purposes......not to mention Our Lady of Fatima. I spoke with him a couple of times and he was most kind; but I have not felt easy about speaking with him any longer and have backed off. What do you know about Fr. Gobbi?

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Dear Rick,

There was a lot of conflict between Fr. Carter and his soca group and the mmp. Fr. Carter had announced in the beginning of this group that this group was set up to take over the mmp......those who were loyal followers of mmp's were highly incensed by this. At some point in her tour of deceit, Rita began to bring in the picture of Don Bosco's vision with the Pope on the barque and the 2 pillars. She would point out the smaller pillar and say that was the mmp and the large pillar with the Eucharist was soca. She would talk about how with the spread of soca the mmp would no longer be needed. She called her books blue books as Fr. Gobbi called his book a blue book. After I got out of this group, I heard that Gerry Ross who is the editor of Our Lady of Light Publications and a hanger oner of all the visionaries....the first president of soca as named by Our Lady of Light.........Gerry had threatened to sue Fr. Roux if he wrote anything about soca in his newsletters.........he backed down then and did not print what he was going to print. I called Fr. Roux eventually to tell him of my involvement in soca........he was very nice and understood that I had been in a cult. He wanted me to keep him informed. I did call him a couple of times after that; but I began to feel uneasy about calling him any more. I wanted to read Fr. Gobbi's book, which I had read with much gusto before soca; but I could not really get into it any longer.....it just did not feel right. I kept trying to put this up to all private revelation because of my being "burned" with soca; but I think now that it was the Holy Spirit
trying to warn me. My last conversation with Fr. Roux left me feeling quite unsettled. He kept trying to tell me that I had been deeply wounded and wanted to know how my spiritual life was............I had been wounded; but I knew that it was God who had won my freedom on the Cross by His Blood and that He was healing me. It was something negative in his stance that made me feel that he wanted to reinforce my woundedness instead of praising God for rescuing me and bringing me into health. I spoke to his secretary who told me in confidence of her feelings of internal agitation. I recognized her experience of internal agitation as the same experience that I had while in soca.........it is being in the presence of evil........Fr. Carter tried to tell me that it was the internal stigmata. Just thought you might like to know.
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Fr. Carter and Fr. Smith are members of the mmp. The consecration prayer of Fr. Gobbi was originally said after every Mass or prayer group at OLHSC; but something had occurred during my absence in soca .......... when I returned to OLHSC, the mmp consecration had been supplanted by a number of other consecration prayers and a prayer for unity. It was becoming encumbered with a lot of repetitious prayers....and this "false" unity theme. Anne
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Rick,

The mmp and soca are targeting the priests. Do you suppose that they are in cahoots somewhere and that soca was started up to reach the priests that mmp could not reach. The ones who were of the more intellectual vein and not so into devotion to Mary........united, these two groups could capture lots of priests for the new world order.

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Dear Rick,

After I wrote to you about the Marian Movement of Priests and SOCA..........and read your article about the MMP ................ I really do believe that all of this is programming and is about the new world order.  They have captured the middle class conservative groups with their movements ................ along with the moneyed conservatives who are distressed with the liberal element which has permeated the church ........ what a ploy!

I heard back from the coordinator of the deprogramming group and she said to post your request to the group; but to make it clear that this was not to be a part of her forum so that responses should be privately e-mailed to me. I have done that. Awaiting responses.

Keep running the good race! X X

Rick, Shortly after I escaped from soca, I read somewhere that networking is a new age technique to spread their lies. SOCA was being spread through networking as is the MMP. Rita came with a message one day to start the networking. She channeled her spirit as she conducted this meeting of those whom she had called to be in this networking part of the organization which she called Telephone Coordinators. Melanie Noe was named by this spirit as the leader of the group and I was to be the co-leader. Each designated coordinator was to have a group of prayer chapters which we were responsible
for. As Rita received messages for the prayer groups, we were to call the prayer chapter coordinators and give them the instructions received through Rita's messages. Fr. Carter called the telephone coordinators the creme de la creme. This is how soca is spread and the leaders of the prayer groups are controlled through the information given them at least monthly........sometimes more often. They are told how to conduct their groups and exactly what to say to their groups ....... which of Rita's rosary tapes to play during the prayer groups and any further instructions.
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Mary Alice Chrnalogar www.cultbuster.com has helped X X and is the author of "Twisted Scriptures: A Path to Freedom from Churches that Abuse" This book helps: those in bondage, see the light and those who left, speed their recovery.